Have you ever felt awkward around the people who care about you the most?
Have you ever been so short tempered, that you get irritated with yourself over your own thoughts?
That has been me lately. For the past two weeks I have been so short tempered and not okay with the thought of hanging out with people that I care about--much less anyone for that matter. Just for the simple fact that I have been feeling really awkward in ever situation I am in. I am usually a happy go lucky--talk to me , because i like to talk kind of girl (that was probably a bit confusing--but I am sure you get the point.) But lately I have just wanted to be the sit back and relax please don't talk to me, because I am not too into talking right now kind of girl. I have had probably had the SHORTEST temper you have ever seen. That's usually not like me at all--I am just starting to notice these things also. But like my sister can like ask me to barrow something (usually clothes) and I just get so snappy, or if my mom tells me to do something, I find myself getting a huge attitude. Maybe I have been on break from school too long, and I have been stuck in the house more than usual. When school is up and running I am usually never home--when school is out, thats a different story. Maybe the 21 day fast is getting to me, like im getting really irritable because I am craving stuff. I do not know, I like to blame it on other stuff as you can tell. Well I was looking up bible verses to help me remind myself to not be so snappy--and I was reading through some stuff and came across a bible verse I have used on here before--it is:
"Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its on way; it is not irritable or resentful..."1Corinthians 13:4-5
I know I have used this verse before--but it is perfect to just repeat back to myself to say "Hey Georgia, its kind, its not arrogant, and its not irritable." I love that.
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