It is okay to dream right?

Today i began to find my self Dreamin'. I was on my way to help with child-care for another church's Christmas Program and my friend Cooley that picked me up is getting married in less than a month--so excited for her its all we talked about the way there. We talked about what kind of decorations she would have and where, who would be in her wedding, who would be at her wedding, how she would do her hair (she does not have much), and even about how i would dance with her husband for the money dance just to creep him out... 

As i ran around starting my engine with Charlie (his favorite movie is cars, so he likes to act like hes a car), calling Payton's name just to see her make random faces, holding Liam and reassuring him that his Mommy would be right back, and talking to Remington about his girlfriend (hes only two)-- I found myself Dreamin'. I was thinking about one day being married and I started to think of silly details like:

• Who my husband would be?
• What would my engagement ring look like?
• Where will he propose?
• What will my dress look like?
• Am I going to have a big wedding or a small wedding?
• Who will be in my wedding?
• Who will I invite?
• What will my colors be?

All so silly and cliche right? I find myself Dreamin' about this stuff A LOT lately. I am not sure why. I have never dated. So maybe I am just curious? But I am so weird and paranoid about dating. I want my husband to be my first kiss, the first guy I fall in love with. I do not ever want to be "Just another girl I dated and it did not work out." I want my husband to be so in love with God and unashamed to show it. I want him to have a faith that can move mountains, along with the purest and kindest love ever. I love the verse 1Corinthians 13:2 "I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge,and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing."

I pray for my husband every single night--I know it kind of seems silly. But, I just pray for simple things, like I pray that my husband is saved in Jesus' name. I pray that whomever he is God will show me him--in his perfect timing. I also pray that he loves Jesus just as much as I do, and know him as well as I do (if not better).

I know Dreamin' is not going to get me anywhere, but on the internet looking at wedding dresses and rings--but, I know that in Gods perfect timing it will all fall into place. I know that one day I will be able to talk to my family and friends about the perfect guy who swept me off of my feet.